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Thursday, May 10, 2007
sometimes i wonder whats the point of working hard through sispec, get the 3 stripes and being a spec. to command? to lead? specs are always the ones stuck in the middle, sandwiched between officers and men. and so you think you are a spec? with pride you lead? how wrong.

felt like a failure this evening. cant even control 1 men. 1 pathetic, m*&^%$#@#$ing man. wad trying my utmost best to tell him to reflect his performance thus far. does that sound very disappealing to you? just becos "we are not in command school" does not equal to you can do whatever you want. and it really irks me, that sentence. while i try putting everything in a nice manner, all that i get is sarcasm, angst-filled remarks, thinking that you are smarter. the fact is that you never listen.

you never f&*%ing listen.
rusty nail 10:04 PM