neLsoN. 19, college-bound servicemen.
ORD-ing in November!.
X Japan, My Chemical Romance, Yellowcard, Linkin Park, Luna Sea, Tourbillon, Beyond, Mayday, Simple Plan, Bon Jovi, Guns N Roses.
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kogoroshi. This layout features the late musician Hide, the ex-guitarist of X Japan and solo artist. .
hmm was feeling kinda down ytd nite. suddenly got this tot that my life now have no purpose or any meaning lar. cos everyday i wake up looking forward to the end of the day, and everyday i look forward to the end of the week. this cycle has been carrying on for qt some time, and its really sad. pathetic. in jc at least i had some sort of goal, say syf gwh, or doing well for bowling and eventually a levels. theres an aim in life. now, theres nothing. its like a mere countdown and praying that the remaining 500++++ days end soon. =X luckily this morning i watched densha and at least got some inspiration and a lil more positive outlook. [=
next, al called me this afternoon ard lunch. din expect to talk to her so much but just ended up talking alot anw. haha was telling her some of my problems and she gave this interesting analogy. A is rock climbing and faced problems reaching the peak while B is at the top of the mountain. A wants to reach the peak where B is, but the path ahead difficult. But B did not reach out a helping hand to try to pull A up. to make matters worse, A have no one to belay him at the bottom. if A continue climbing, he may eventually reach where B is, or he may slip on his way and fall heavily. if A decides to stop climbing, he may feel sad not to be able to reach the peak, but at least he know he wont injure himself. so should A strive on and continue climbing or should he stop and just come down?
if anyone read this, pls tag and tell me ya view. hah. =p anw thanx al for the chat =] made me think alot in the afternn lor. heh.
